I expected my new life and I hoped and believed I would be well here but it's not.
It's really hard. Everyday, I feel I am being a stupid girl. Yeah. I am really serious.
I wanna say something but I can't move my mouth and I wanna join in their speech but I can't.
Native speakers said too fast and I couldn't understand them.
It's really stressful. Even more stressful thing is Euroupean guys who come here as exchange students like me
speak English too well. There is an Irish guy here and he make me frustrated cuz he speaks even faster than Americans and his accent and pronunciation are really hard to understand.
Before I'm here, I didn't expect this life. So it's too hard.
What can I do? Can I improve my En proficiency?
My pronunciation is becoming like Konglish because of lack of confidence.
I am so sad. I am really really sad.
Please let me know what can I do.
I really wanna do well here.