i loved u more than i had loved.. you are the one made me live that time.
came to this country. just wanted to be closer to u. that was the biggest reason why i came here.
i did so many things that i have never done before.
i suppose.. i met u at that shopping mall. it was like a short dream. saw someone looks like u. smoking and wearing that clothes. it was just a mins not more than that. i had thought you are in england, doing business master just like u said to me before. since that day, i've been feeling like you are in somewhere near me. i know.. that is the what i want.. what i imagine.
i've been planning to go england to visit our place where we met and walk together along the st. dont know where your are now. the sad thing is i have no idea about u. yes.. no idea. that makes me really miserable. we were that closer and now even dont know where u are.
you could've replied to my message on fb. it was hard to send u message. just made short message. 'i'm here. how are u? hope we can meet one day..' that is all what i wrote. i just meant to hope you are well. hope you are not sick any longer. hope you have nice life in there. although i am not with u in there..
can i see u again in this country or there? wherever it is, i'm ready to see u and say hello. just wanna know how you are.. almost 8mths passed. during that time i was dead sometimes. luckily i can live now, struggling with your time , though. i can smile with our memories now. am i matured hehe?
miss u. miss our time. miss that cold weather. miss your hands. your perfume..
if i have chance to choose time to return, even i wont hesitate to choose it. it will be definetely last autumn and winter. my beautiful days with my love.